For the last month and a bit I have been wrestling with an emotional rollercoaster. The person that I love and I hold dear to my heart seems to have decided to call it a day and even though I am kind of clinging to a seemingly false hope that things might go back to the way they were or that after circumstantially assuming that I might be able to move to a different city with a new job to boot, that everything would romantically go back to the way they were.
I respect Junko’s decision at this point, and left it at that. I will miss her and everything that we did share. But it maybe time that I have to move on. I’ll write more on this later.

So sorry to hear what you had been through. The divorce rate tends to be higher for computer geeks. Is it possible that you spend too much time on your laptop instead of Junko? Happy New Year.
The reason was that she gave was that she had run out of time and that she had to be with her parents in Japan…that took priority over me.